
Then you came up with a plan. The dreams you built together, the plans you made for yourself with him in it - work on them. After all, success is the sweetest revenge. Prove him you are better than anyone else, and so much better than the piece of scum he replaced you with. So you wrote another book, made him the worst character in it and sent it to the wild so everyone could read it, including him. You busied yourself by discovering what other amazing things you can do. He used to say joining a support group was a bad idea because you'd just get more depressed so you established one. He used to say he wanted to be able to enter a restaurant without worrying how much he needed to pay, so you went to nice places asking for a table for one. You wrote every thought that lingered in your head and shared it to the world. Who knew where your words could lead you? Your blog got recognized and got paid for reviews. You met people. You made new friends. You wrote more books. Your health got better. You went to places. You started to conquer the world.
And on top of it all, you prayed.
You prayed hard. You thanked God for every opportunity that came your way. You adored Him more for not leaving your side, for finally understanding His great plans for you. And you prayed for your health to be better, so you can continue helping other people. You prayed for more opportunities for growth. You prayed for your friends and family. Every prayer gave you peace of mind, because you finally feel like everything is in their right place and you're doing something good in your life.
But where was he on the equation? Ahh, he's gone. You see, you're no longer thinking of him, and you can't even remember anymore when was the last time he crossed your mind. The time you had being alone allowed you to rediscover yourself, and you realized the reason for your success wasn't really your heartbreak. This is you. The real you. The go-getter. The things-should-go-my-way gal. It was a long process of healing, but now you're whole again and on the process of creating one of the greatest story ever told.
And this, is how I moved on.
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